There is a girl that everyone knows,
Beautiful grin, no worries or woes.
Laugh is one you’ll never forget,
She’s living in her past debt.
She’s the girl with the biggest smile.
Nobody knows she forces up bile.
Feels abandoned, wasted.
No one knows the tears she has tasted.
Cries herself to sleep at night,
But smiles again once it is bright.
She pulls the blade across her skin,
Takes comfort in the pain she’s in.
She loves the sight of her own blood.
She wants to see the beautiful flood.
She once said she wished she was dead,
She meant it, wasn’t just in her head.
This is the girl that nobody knows,
Inside her walls she’s forever enclosed.