Life’s Prison

I try and try to ease the pain,
A fallen effort with no gain.
Thoughts begin to eat away,
Makes me wanna end it today.

Uncomfortable around others because of the way I feel,
I pray and wish all of this wasn’t real.
Life just seems more like a prison,
Caged, alone, an outraged risen.

No one could ever understand,
Why I would want my death sooner than planned.
It’s not something I would want for me,
But to end my suffering this is what it has to be.